The Essence Within

How can I be,
When I am not,
And yet I am?

Listen to the wind,
As she sings.
She knows and submits,
and the rocks too,
know the song of my heart.

They
are my subjects,
like the seas,
and what swims within.

Whose praises do they sing?
do you not see?
In me, lie the secrets of the universe,
In me , is the essence of the truth.

I am, and I am not.
So hear me and understand.
I am you,
and you are I

The moon,
the stars
And
the sand too.

The journey, the path,
the destination.
All are one.
And the traveler too.

How then will you rise,
Until you erase your self, or let it die?
To fall, is to rise.
If only you would understand.

Accept your ignorance,
Accept your nothingness.
Submit like the winds and witness
how the spiral of knowledge elevates the heart.

Be at peace, my soul!
Running away is the same
as running towards.
There is no escape.
To Him is the return.

(23 June 2006)

Secrets of the Heart

It's the story of your heart,
young friend.
It's the journey of your heart,
my friend.


Transcend above
what you can see,
Not with your eyes
but with your heart, my friend.

What is visible
is of no consequence,
The Hidden
is of the essence, my friend.

Purity of the heart
gateway to the truth...
Silence is the key....
All shall be revealed...

Strip yourself,
off yourself.
See your heart,
unveil, my friend.

He loves you....
that's why you are here!
He loves you...
so why despair!

"So strange are your views,"
I said.
"I wish to write them down,
my friend."

Its written on your heart,
he said.
The story of your heart,
my friend.

The truth shines through you heart,
my friend.
The secrets of your heart,
my friend.

(1 Oct 2004, In the heart of Africa)

You & I

You, are a hidden pearl.
Yet, you possess nothing.
not even your beauty,
not even your light...

Like the moon
you shine
reflecting the beauty
of Another.

Possession or being,
an illusion.
We do not even own ourselves...
how then, can we have each other?

Once achieved,
Goals have no pleasure.
Desires,
become emply.

Would it be different,
had you ended up with me?
would your heart be the same?
Or mine?

What
to have a desire for?
Is anything
worth it atall?

I desire what is too high
You desire what is too low.
We desire for what we do not have,
Only to loose what we have.

Deception
Trickery of our minds,
that plays with our hearts.
We are all liars,
Such beautiful liars.

Do I make sense?
Do I make any sense atall?

They are all my Teachers

The moon,

the stars and sand.

they are all my teachers ....

and the dancing lights on the water too.

And her

Whose face was not her face

But a glimpse of the Divine

And mine was dust.

Her smile brought the dust to life

And now

There are colors

The blues and the reds

And the dust is no more

But fragrance

Which floats in love

And looses itself in colors.

The Reds,

The Blues,

The Yellows,

and Greens

They are all my teachers,

And you too...

What do I know of Love....

I talk of Love.

He says, “what do you know of Love?”

It’s insanity,

It’s Pain,

How it cuts through your soul?

How it burns..

What do I know of Love...

Explosions,

in my heart,

Then, silence.

Tears.

I have seen a glimpse of love,

And have witnessed it’s insanity.

Why do I cry? Oh God, Why…?

He speaks of your Love.

But the love of your creation alone,

has driven me,

to madness.

What do I know, of your Love...

There it goes,

Taxiing down the runway.

And here, I stand,

with my pieces all around me.

my drunken heart,

my numb senses.

What are these at my feet?

Shattered glass?

I must try to put them back together,

From where should I start?

Where should I start?

The lonely bench,

in the morning fog.

The weeping flowers.

My wailing heart.

Why do they all cry?

Why?

Do they also know,

of love?

(4 Jan 05)

Oceans of Love

They ask me how I am?
Intoxication! Insanity!
What is this?
What else can I be in Love.

“Ah the pleasure of knowing too much”
They say.
Or escape from shackles of illusions?
One or the other... I do not know.

There is no falling in Love with me, He said.
In my love, you can only rise.
Little did I know of love,
An infinite ocean divine.

Now in this sea,
I have drowned my self, and died.
Now,
Only love remains.

Leave me alone,
illusory world.
I love this insanity too much,
To smile, to cry, too much.

~ Zeeshan Shahid Khan

THE FAKE SUFI, PIR, MAWLANA and the NUMBER 786

Number 786 has been used by most SUFIs and Pirs in Indo-PaK subcontinent while making TAWEEZES or writing NUSKHAS. Most maulvis justify the use of the figure 786 as a replacement of "BISMILLAH IR RAHMAN IR RAHIM" and use this number before writing ayats or nuskhas for people to recite.

In reality, number 786 comes from numerological break down of Arabic alphabets in the system of HISAB e ABJAD. Each Arabic alphabet has been given a numerical value..... Alif is One... Baa is Two... Jeem is three... and so on. However, what most people do not know is that this system of numeroligical identification has been taken from the books of KABALA (Google it guys) which is linked to the spiritual aspects of Jewesh beliefs. KABALA was not originally the part of Judaism but was included in Jewesh belief when one of the exiled Jewish tribes eventually settled in Babylon (now in modern day Iraq) where Black Magic was revealed through Angels Harut and Marut as a TEST for people during the time of Prophet Suleiman (King Solomon) as indicated in Quran - سورة البقرة , Al-Baqara, Chapter #2, Verse #102. 

As indicated above, addition of numeralogical values of alphabets of BISMILLAH IR RAHMAN IR RAHIM (using HISAB E ABJAD) is equallent to 786. However, the number of 786 is also equal net of may other things.... like people's names... or name of a certain Devi in India. Now its getting interesting... right? Here is how it has ended up in Pakistan:-

By the time Islam arrived in India, the original teaching / interpretation of VEDAS (the most authentic mother book of Hindu Religion) had been corrupted by the Demon's and Jins to an extent that Idol worshiping had been introduced in Hinduism;(same was started in Buddhism - Alexander the Great being the one to order the first statue of Buddha to be constructed 300 years after Buddha's death). Jins and Shayateen presented themselves at the service of Priest of various Mandirs to do their bidding as long as they misguided people and deceived them and make them worship Idols instead of the ONE TRUE GOD. Satan achieved his aim of ensuring that MAN starts worshiping IDOLs to get in to good graces of God indirectly (via Idols). Whereas Allah wanted man to ask His Grace directly as the Quran states إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ "Thee do we worship, and Thine aid we seek" (Quran, سورة الفاتحة Chapter #1, Verse # 5) 

Today, the number 786 is in reality linked to a Jin / Demon / Shaitan who is one of the higher mnisters of Satan / Iblis in their command structures and resides in a state in India (Further details to follow inshallah). The effect of writing 786 before any thing is that whatever is written under it is automatically subjugated to that Jin / Demon / Devil. 

Ever wonder why most fake Pirs and Maulvis write the complete Surah of the Quran in Arabic but never write Bismillah on top? They prefer writing 786 instead which makes the one wearing the Tawiz under the effect of that Demon Jin! This has come down from magicians in India where actual Pooja of Devils in the form of Devis and Devtas is done even today. Kali Maa is actually a MALE JIN who works as a direct subordinate of Iblis. At the moment, this Jin and the devils who work to promote number 786 are functioning to corrupt the true Islamic faith by making ill informed Muslims do SHIRK (making others partners to Allah Almighty) and increase the disbelievers in their disbelief.

Furthermore, if you open a Taweez, you will most likely find 786 written on top followed by certain Ayats of the Quran. In most cases these verses will be incorrect with additional words added to them. This is the DECEPTION. Names of certain Demons may also be found within the Ayats.

These Jins / Demons are REAL like humans. They are shrewd, cunning, powerful and knowledgeable and have only one agenda. To turn those who worship Allah into MUSHRIKEEN (those who worship others besides Allah) or turn them into Atheists altogether. 

No wonder God says that seek refuge from Allah against Satan even before reciting the Quran.

~ Spread the Truth